thank you all so much for your kind words...i booked the appointment for tomorrow morning and it was the hardest thing i've ever done...it's especially painful for me because she's so young and this was so unexpected to me...there were so many things i wanted to do with her and i thought we had years left together...she is so young and i can't help but feel such sadness that she has not lived a long life...the pain is unbearable...
i spend today with her and took a lot of pics that i will have blown up and framed...although i can't imagine it being easy looking at pics of her and her beautiful kind sweet eyes...or walking into my room and not having her...it will feel so empty and i feel so alone...it breaks my heart to know i can never feel her beautiful fur, play with her silly huge ears, and hold those tiny paws i love more than anything...
i appreciate all your kind words so much...thank you again...
i spend today with her and took a lot of pics that i will have blown up and framed...although i can't imagine it being easy looking at pics of her and her beautiful kind sweet eyes...or walking into my room and not having her...it will feel so empty and i feel so alone...it breaks my heart to know i can never feel her beautiful fur, play with her silly huge ears, and hold those tiny paws i love more than anything...
i appreciate all your kind words so much...thank you again...
