Wicket has gone to join his brother, he passed away sometime yesterday afternoon/evening. I don't know his exact age, other then he was over 17, the day I picked as their "birthday" was just the day I got them since I don't know when they were actually born, they were already 3 years old when I got them. Sadly, as is often the case, I didn't really notice anything out of the ordinary leading up to his passing, he was still eating, drinking, and active when awake in the evening. He was even running on his wheel the night before, so nothing to really say that he was unwell or reaching the end. He did seem a bit slow when I saw him hoping back up onto the shelf and into his hideout before I had lunch yesterday, but didn't think too much of it, he was never really active when he wakes up for a bite to eat during the day. I was busy most of the day so I didn't spend time in the room with him like I normally do and when I went to check on him after dinner he was still in his hideout, it looks like he just laid down to sleep and passed away. I know 15-20 years is the norm for well cared for chins, but then I hear cases of chins living into their 20s it really throws me off and makes me question if I could have done something different, but the reality is the thing that likely makes those chins different is just genetics. You can do everything right, and give them the best care, but they still only live for so long. Just like humans just because some live into their 90s to even over 100 doesn't mean you will too even if you live a healthy lifestyle.
His brother Bazil passed away a few years ago and is buried next to a willow tree surrounded by wild roses in a wooded area of my property, and Wicket will be buried next to him once the ground thaws (still winter and below freezing here). I'd like to think I gave him a good life, I mean sure I could have had him out more, and I could have given him more treats, but overall I think he was spoiled and really not lacking. I know for sure though that I was able to give him and his brother much better and longer lives then my past chins because of the amount of knowledge I learned, and continued to learn over the years to make their lives better.
The biggest thing I'm having trouble with dealing with with Wicket's passing is that chins have become uncommon where I live (pet stores don't even have them anymore), so at this point I'm not sure when or even if I will be getting any again. It's making having to put the cage and stuff away that much harder to deal with. I don't want to store or throw out the stuff, or take the cages apart, it feels wrong somehow, like by doing so I'm accepting I wont be getting another and closing that chapter of my life. I need to get the cage put away though, it's right next to my desk, where I spend most of day when inside, so I keep looking over to see what he is up to and why it's so quiet. I've gotten so use to there being a little furry powder puff (or two before Bazil passed away) looking out at me, judging me, watching shows and movies with me, or watching me play video games, running on the wheel, it just feels odd not hearing any noise and seeing the cage empty. Although I am obviously not ready for a new chin or chins right now, I need time to grieve, I really hope that this isn't the end of getting to spend part of my life with them.
His brother Bazil passed away a few years ago and is buried next to a willow tree surrounded by wild roses in a wooded area of my property, and Wicket will be buried next to him once the ground thaws (still winter and below freezing here). I'd like to think I gave him a good life, I mean sure I could have had him out more, and I could have given him more treats, but overall I think he was spoiled and really not lacking. I know for sure though that I was able to give him and his brother much better and longer lives then my past chins because of the amount of knowledge I learned, and continued to learn over the years to make their lives better.
The biggest thing I'm having trouble with dealing with with Wicket's passing is that chins have become uncommon where I live (pet stores don't even have them anymore), so at this point I'm not sure when or even if I will be getting any again. It's making having to put the cage and stuff away that much harder to deal with. I don't want to store or throw out the stuff, or take the cages apart, it feels wrong somehow, like by doing so I'm accepting I wont be getting another and closing that chapter of my life. I need to get the cage put away though, it's right next to my desk, where I spend most of day when inside, so I keep looking over to see what he is up to and why it's so quiet. I've gotten so use to there being a little furry powder puff (or two before Bazil passed away) looking out at me, judging me, watching shows and movies with me, or watching me play video games, running on the wheel, it just feels odd not hearing any noise and seeing the cage empty. Although I am obviously not ready for a new chin or chins right now, I need time to grieve, I really hope that this isn't the end of getting to spend part of my life with them.