Laurie, love, I just now saw this, and I wish I had seen it right after you posted it. I also wish that I were there now to give you a big hug. She may be at peace and no longer suffering, but I know how much you will miss her. May your happy memories of her fill you and remind you of all the wonderful times you had together. You are a strong woman, and even if you do have a moment of weakness, you can look to God for strength. Love, Sherry. (I still hope to see you in Memphis one day.)