I was debating writing on here, but I felt I needed to get this out, and I knew this was the place to do it, as if anyone understands the love of a pet its the people on this fourm. I lost my beloved Gabby monday to a very unexpected tumor we never knew was there. She was a cat, and we took her in for what we thought was a lodged elastic. turned out it wasn't. a tumor they cant explain, had been growing since birth.And finally caught up with her, there was never anything they could have done, or could do for her.She was only 6 years old and it is the single hardest thing of my life. I dont even know what do with myself, i feel so empty inside and i just want the pain to go away. I know time will heal, but it was so unexpected and I love her so much she was my best friend. my baby.
All I can really say is life is hard. lifes a freaking jerk sometimes and I guess everyone goes through hurt and lose. its the hardest thing to go through, losing an animal, its a different kind of loss. Gabby, I love you will ALL my heart, I will miss you forever, but you will be with me always. RIP my sweet angel, I know I have 2 furry angels reunited waiting for me when I get there, and I can't wait to hug you, and kiss you. and give you all the love you know I have when that time comes.
Thank you for listening. I know expressing grief is a way to heal. I know that she is safe now, I know she is not alone, and I know, I too, will never be alone with my angels watching over me.
All I can really say is life is hard. lifes a freaking jerk sometimes and I guess everyone goes through hurt and lose. its the hardest thing to go through, losing an animal, its a different kind of loss. Gabby, I love you will ALL my heart, I will miss you forever, but you will be with me always. RIP my sweet angel, I know I have 2 furry angels reunited waiting for me when I get there, and I can't wait to hug you, and kiss you. and give you all the love you know I have when that time comes.
Thank you for listening. I know expressing grief is a way to heal. I know that she is safe now, I know she is not alone, and I know, I too, will never be alone with my angels watching over me.
I know how you feel. About five years ago, my cat Bakoo died. She was about 15 years old and got a tumor on her tail. We did a biopsy, which came back "inconclusive". The vet suggested we remove the tail, since it was at the base. We had the appt scheduled, but she got sick before we could do it. We opted to put her to sleep since it was probably cancer. Glad she didn't have to suffer anymore. She stopped eating and could barely walk. It was horrible. I miss her a lot. We got her when I was in the second grade. 
