Sorry if all this seems incoherent, I'm running on very little sleep. The last few nights have been horrible. My mind won't shut off. :banghead: So I've read, I've put heated rice packs by my feet, I've paced, I've drawn, I've written poetry (which should remain hidden to the world), I've tried hot milk (just upset my stomach and gave me heartburn), I've stared at the ceiling, I've tried meds, both herbal and others (they just make me so groggy I can't function the next day) and I've killed the few remaining fruit flies in my bathroom via foaming glass cleaner and smashing. (I still don't know how they got there. :wacko
I've even gone and carried on delusional conversations with Tribble. She just sits there and stares at me for awhile... then goes back to whatever she was doing before and I still talk to her. I exercise most days, I eat [fairly] well, with an occasional splurge. And I try to let myself unwind by 10 PM. But.I.still.can't.sleep! Me being up is keeping my family up as well, and it's not fair to them. Just please, don't recommend taking alcohol or anything. I'm underage and I found out in Mexico via waiters who wouldn't listen (I said VIRGIN pina coladas, dangit!) that I'm a cheap and very very very angry drunk. I'm not going to put my family through that. Somebody... anybody... HELP! :cry3:
I've even gone and carried on delusional conversations with Tribble. She just sits there and stares at me for awhile... then goes back to whatever she was doing before and I still talk to her. I exercise most days, I eat [fairly] well, with an occasional splurge. And I try to let myself unwind by 10 PM. But.I.still.can't.sleep! Me being up is keeping my family up as well, and it's not fair to them. Just please, don't recommend taking alcohol or anything. I'm underage and I found out in Mexico via waiters who wouldn't listen (I said VIRGIN pina coladas, dangit!) that I'm a cheap and very very very angry drunk. I'm not going to put my family through that. Somebody... anybody... HELP! :cry3: